I do want to apologise to the asks and chat messages I didn’t answer before today. Learning new things, meeting new people, fighting against the injustice of the world? I wouldn’t ever give that up. But even on the darkest of days I press on, and I love being alive. It took me a long time to learn to love myself, accept myself.
It has been kindness and love that has saved my own life. I hope I would do WarriorORC proud in my own actions. When the opportunity arose to be able to do so - I took it.īecause in those five years, I’m recovering. I wanted to use my experience to help others. The truth is I’m just some autistic, non-binary asexual Australian who’s been in the pits of hell that is depression, anxiety and bouts of schizophrenia. I doubt I could have interacted with over a 1000 followers in the same way as just my regular self. I hope WarriorORC has been entertaining or even touching. It enabled me to help and adore people I would have never even thought I would ever interact with. WarriorOrc is, or was my way to spread positivity and give back in a way I couldn’t normally. A lot has happened in that time, for sure. However it has been 5 years since I tried to commit suicide on my 18th birthday. There is nothing particularly exciting about this age or date. However I want to finish up this blog on a high note.
I am truly touched by the messages, tags and replies to what was a silly (but genuine homage) to a well known tumblr blog. But all the advice, all the love I’ve given has been genuine. Truth is, my name is Lyci and I actually main a tauren druid. I didn’t mean to actively deceive anyone. I’m sorry to lie to those who asked if it was me (looking at you, Warcraft Hell on Discord). It mutated into the positive mess of kind orc shouting. The truth is WarriorORC started out as a joke blog to make a dear friend ( ) and the lovely laugh. You’re probably wondering how WarriorOrc’s holiday is going, or more so why this text post is not bold and in uppercase.
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